#anyway it doesnt matter NOTHING MATTERS
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zoro and luffy got married a while back and never bothered to tell anyone. nami knows because she was there but hasnt told anyone because theyre both insufferable. usopp found out when he saw them makeout in a closet or something on the merry (he shut the door and ran to nami looking for answers). by the time they reach wano almost everyone on the crew knows that theyre married except sanji who found out after zoro and luffy kissed at the celebration party.
#sanji isnt weird about it but he's definitely questioning why he never noticed before#not like zoro and luffy hide it either theyre Very very obvious#idk i just feel like they had a shotgun wedding or something#nothing serious so like technically are they even married? who knows#but theyre pirates and dont follow the rules anyways so it doesnt matter#dont think too hard about it#i just thought it was funny#one piece#zolu#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#luffy#zoro#silly thoughts
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11 pm again and i spent my evening trying to draw but ending up deleting like 5 attempts again and i just want to cry
cant even get upset anymore, i just sit here looking at the wasted time and just kinda going 'yeah ... what did i expect' and the tears are already back :I
#ganondoodles talks#im tired of disappointing everyone#whatever high i once rode from all the zelda fanart i have done has long ran out#i feel like im trying to drive without tires for the past half a year#theres so much in my head but its just stuck there#everytime i think about something cool i know i cant just talk about it bc no one cares about yet another shitty text post#i need art to back my rambling up#and i WANT to have art to back it up not just bc more will care#but bc i want it to be there as art#im sorry these complaint posts keep happening instead of anything good#im on a losing streak record against myself#im also tired as fuck making these posts#i know the only thing it does is annoy people#i just cant keep it all to myself and nothing else is working#even when i think i did soemthing away from the pc or completely offline#as soon as i return- even if im really motivated- it only lasts for like .. one attempt#and im back at the bottom#trying every bit of tricks and advice i can find and it all ends the same#... i guess making these posts doesnt matter anyway- with twitters and my downfall im sure i lost like the majority of goodwill#not even trying to be all sorry for myself#wish i could throw away my brain
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the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid
#russian is like the surface of a feather like it's light but not exactly “soft” but still very delicate#german is . cute ? i think it's adorable . it has a lot of momentum it makes u wanna talk fast and talk a lot#like it's squishy . sleek surface w a soft inside#thai is like song . it's like interprative dance or maybe a trust-fall . everything follows from the previous thing#it feels like a little fairy flying up and letting itself fall and flying up again and so on (for fun). its so beautiful but also playful#mandarin chinese is like . idk why but it gives me the same vibe the concept of Observation does . like to read and to see and absorb#and then to translate that into smth else . like . imagine a poet people watching or an artist preparing a canvas w practiced hands. thats#the vibe. soft and elegant and musical but like...in a way that feels lived-in. arabic feels wise ? like music or poetry u read#and feel nothing about then years later u stumble on and it applies to everything in ur life. that kind of vibe. like it knows more than u#and itll make sure ur heart and soul grows as big as its lexicon . polish is like snowflakes falling . it has the feeling of complexity and#elegance but it's also so so light and slippery and...maybe not elusive but the feeling of losing a dance partner in a waltz ? like fun and#light but also an underlying elegance and somberness still . turkish is like the feeling when u get a text from ur crush#and your heart tightens and you cant tell if it's really painful or really amazing . it feels like unrequited love . or a caress#or making out with someone when you know its the last time you'll see them. its beautiful in a yearning longing way#korean is like joking around w ur friends and you've stayed up until like almost 5 AM and youre so delirious that everything is funny#and ur speaking kind of lightly and openly and everything you say holds a lot of weight and doesnt matter at all. you laugh at everything#and youre practically talking in inside jokes and watching the sunrise together . one of them hits u on the shoulder lovingly. ur by a fire#yoruba feels like the metatheory of the matatheory . abstraction until it circles back to intuition or maybe#it feels like plotting the route of a comet or maybe like the soft warm whirr of statistics. trying to verbalise beauty somehow#when you know the best thing you can show it is by telling everyone just look!! look at the sky just look!#anyway yh i think i could do this for every language ever tbh
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Literally, I think I'll be genuinely angry if we go some huge amount of time without ever seeing Yaz again. LIKE I CANT GET OVER: There is a Woman out there, who loves you so much. Sometimes to her own detriment, but God is she truly in love with you. You, The Doctor, are in love with this woman. You wished for forever with this woman. You regreted not giving voice to how much you love her so much, that it almost fucking fixes you're next incarnation. You! The Doctor!! have a whole lifetime of therapy, or whatever you quantify as that idk, in part to work on that whole "so emotionally repressive, its killing the vibes in the next galaxy over" and are back and traveling and whatnot. AND THAT WOMAN IS STILL OUT THERE!! If I were you, The Doctor, I would go tell that wonderful woman who loved me and stood by me when I was actively breaking her heart and pushing her away that I love her. That even if those emotions have changed in the lifetime I've been away, That there was a time that I loved her like she loved me. That I carry that love we shared still and what has become of it with me.
#doctor who#thasmin#the doctor#yasmin khan#char.txt#in my imagination the doctor/yaz reunion actually happens with 15 but that's because i love ncuti most#i wish I could say this is a product of some kind inebriation but the truth is im stone cold sober#i just get really impassioned abt shit that doesnt matter past midnight#anyway if i was a companion of the doctor and i heard about them and yaz and learned that shes not even dead and he said nothing to her#I'd bludgeon them until they regenerate into someone less stupid (i have a taste for violence that my therapist should hear abt)
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what is his deal ???
#p4g#persona#art tag#unfortunately i have no new meme material as i havent played in months#still stuck at the end of may i think#but like... i have so little motivation to play#persona writing and mystery solving doesnt really mesh well lmao#idk maybe this guy is nothing but like#i laughed so damn hard when he said that line#like who do you think you are mate a velvet room attendant??#also the fact that the game tells you to solve a mystery so im paying extra attention to everything#only to find bits of writing REALLY stupid#like it's trying too hard to throw you a red herring or sth#i cant just sit back and watch the characters solve the mystery if they're being so blatantly stupid about it#i have half a mind to draw out all the bit i hate#like why tf did this guy have a voiced intro when this is clearly an old game where they probs only did the necessary stuff#it's probs unfair that im reading the meta as well but like... it's just right in my face i cant ignore it!!#anyway my yu has to take matters into his own hands#but can he even trust himself??? WHAT IF IT'S ME#lmao ded anyway idk guys guess i just have to play it out
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ok i think im done i think ive finally done it. i have completed the awakening ship chart with the second gen. except for nah sorry nah. yes i do love rarepair hell thanks for asking im never leaving
#ann plays awakening#i know that lucisev is not a rarepair but thats the ONLY second gen ship i got here that isnt#so shut it#u might be able to make that argument for gerolau as well but i think anything with laurent is rare bc no one talks about him#and i think gerome has a much more popular ship. that we all know and i will not tag#not that i dislike that one but i just like them with other ppl more#speaking of shout out inigo and cynthia for being the only heterosexuals here (WRONG bi4bi)(both on the aro spectrum)#they will be the only ones here to get a written ending and it doesnt even matter bc inigo fucks off to nohr and makes it untrue#oh well. au where that doesnt happen#i spent a lot of time deliberating on brady and a long time ago i rly liked brady/fmorgan but if im using frobin thats not an option#tho shes here in spirit#idk why it never occured to me to try out the male version of her. bradymorg if it was yaoi#tho im actually a little on the fence about this one. but then my top two choices for brady are just morgan and morgan#so it doesnt throw anyone else off i just need to pick which robin#absolutely nothing has changed in the first gen since the last time i posted this im still rocking with all of them#dont think any of them will change#i allllllmost paired noire with yarne#and that could change but idk. i think owainyarne is just too funny i think about them a lot#though if i could make them poly i would cuz owain/noire is also very cute#kjelle is a lesbian and would not fit into that tho. sorry. this is my gf noire and her stupid boyfriends i dont like#anyways i’ll probably shake some of these up when i go back to the awakening trio retainer au but for my main file yeeah i like these :3#sorry i just like to yap about my kids pay me no mind please
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Tvtropes mentions Kreese being homophobic, does he say something in the show? Also they say “the hunt for Kreese was dropped as it would not be a good look to arrest a war veteran with PTSD who was imprisoned on a crime he did not commit,” was this stated in the show or was it just assumed?
first of all don't even GO to tvtropes for anything factual, they're unofficial and unvetted and some of the assigned tropes are just heavy inference. as far as i know off the top of my head, kreese goes "don't be a pansy" when terry's squeaming around while they get tattoos, but like... that's him being hypocritical that's just the language. BLAH. we see him recruit piper in s3/4 (who i belieeeve was dating moon at the time) and like... listen, are you asking me if john QUEERse is homophobic? lol. when pigs fly. (this being said, he could be one of those people who is homophobic AND gay. they exist. highly doubt he gives that much of af though.)
also, at that rate, i think the charges would be dropped, and they'd probably stop giving af about finding the guy. my personal hc is that terry wanted the job of hunting down and killing/kissing his ex and thus paid off the court or whatever LOL I DONT CARE. i dont care. you're thinkin too hard about this nonny SORRY LOL WRONG PERSON TO GO TO WITH THESE QUESTIONS
#it doesnt even matter anyway (i take a long swig) nothing matters HE'S DEAD MY BOY IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!#john kreese#asks
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y’know. something that gets overlooked often is kate’s video, and the confirmed implications of it.
whether you believe nathan assaulted kate or not, this doesn’t take away from the fact she was canonically sa’d by multiple boys at the vortex club party. there are no names given, but we know this is undoubtedly true due to the video’s existence as well as everyone talking about the contents within said video. we also know that kate was visibly out of it in the video given max’s remarks when she finds it on victoria’s computer, and that passed out girls are a common sight at vortex club parties given the unresponsive student across hayden at the end-of-the-world bash :

regardless of where you stand on nathan’s involvement, it is undoubtedly obvious that kate is a victim of sexual assault. she was drugged and then mauled by a group of boys who could probably tell something was wrong, but just didn’t care enough to check. after all, as victoria puts it, people get wasted all the time … how are they supposed to protect or care for every which one of them? ( excuses! )
lis:1 in general has always handled sexual assault with nuance so rarely found in media. they do not make harsh lines in the sand about what ‘counts’ or not. they do not make a show of brutalizing the women on our screen via borderline fetish content like most do when discussing themes of rape. instead, there are undertones : max in lis:de, for example, treats the dark room like a sexual assault trauma specifically. she also goes through her own victim blaming by harping on how attractive she found jefferson, how much she wanted to marry him … this occurs in her nightmare as well, where max behaves as though she wanted what happened, what jefferson did to her, when we know she didn’t. obviously, max was not raped. she was not kissed or groped. but there is an underlying sexual gratification jefferson gets from framing her -- there are perverted comments whispered in her ear, she’s being posed with her purity being talked about, and she is being photographed in a vulnerable, helpless state. it just paints a picture. max comes out of it well aware that jefferson was into it, into seeing her that way, and he moved her while she was unconscious and took his sick photos and that’s enough for the trauma to settle in the sexual assault category. most people wouldn’t count it as that, but the game itself does. the dark room has always been a heavy handed look into young girls being abused and preyed on by older men. it is not shocking that it’s one big metaphor for sexual abuse as well, especially sexual abuse that is demeaned and invalidated by others, sexual abuse that isn’t believed. cue jefferson’s whole character. a man who is too perfect and beloved to suspect. a man who told kate to her face that she’s just seeking attention and likely enjoyed what happened to her. a man who got away with such remarks.
the newspapers go out of their way to claim there isn’t any evidence of sexual assault among the victims, and i believe that’s because they weren’t assaulted in the only way the public cares to look, which is penetrative sex. i could also see the article lying, as papers do, but i think it paints a more prominent picture of how weird people are about sexual assault victims and how downright demanding they are about what counts, what doesn’t, and what’s okay for victims to do or say about their own experiences. it is all rather disgusting, honestly! and i’ve always been enamored by the more complicated, unpopular takes lis:1 took with that plot. i feel like to harp on sexual trauma that genuinely isn’t confirmed and to then ignore the girls’ actual sexual assault ( jefferson, the vortex club ) does a rather huge disservice to the game’s more interesting themes. to put it plainly, it’s a major simplifying tale of the story.
#tbt.#tw sa#been thinking abt this forever tbh?? like. why does nobody actually talk about that damn video#i just find it amusing when people act like nathan decides kate’s victimhood or not. because he doesn’t.#whether he touched her or not doesnt matter — she was canonically touched at that party and recorded and MOCKED for it#multiple boys touched her. this is an undeniable fact. the boys are anonymous but they are confirmed#to act like saying that nathan didn’t assault her removes her victimhood is frankly ignorant and weird to me#he’s already a pretty shitty guy? like. we KNOW he’s done fucked up shit.#whether he touched her or not doesn’t negate the fact he drugged her at all and let that happen to begin with lol#why are some people so …. obsessed? with the fact that he supposedly sa’d her?#again. i don’t care whether you hc that he did or not. i could see either or but! some people are weirdos about it#and i think making very bold takes about kate’s victimhood is weird as fuck anyway#a.) way to prove the game’s themes right in the fact that people are so weird about sa to begin with#and how people act like dictators and actively take away victim’s voices by using big scary words to prove that their opinions are right#and everyone else’s is wrong so if you’re wrong you’re actually disgusting and don’t care about sa#and b.) some of you ONLY view kate as a victim of nathan and nothing more. or just a victim in general. and i think that’s interesting!!#anyway this isnt about any mutuals dw dw but like i’ve had this in my drafts for five days so im releasing it!!#how lis handles sa is so important to me and i hate that people dumb it down and turn it into a morality war??? so weird#but yeah <3 will try to respond to msgs later today
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self care is blocking the official dorian run arcana account as well as everyone who writes for or is associated with dorian
#nothing u post is canon to me. explode#the arcana#applies to fictif too altho the official fictif account has been dead since the dorian acquisition so it doesnt even matter anyway
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the doctor's heroic position succinctly put by: themself
#i need to rewatch the season bc ive only seen most episodes like 1.5-2 times at most and remember nothing but#i feel like the selfishness of.............like..........what the doctor's doing#i feel like with 15 thats a lot more transparent#ive always kinda rolled my eyes if bad guys or whoever was like 'youre just doing this for your own selfish reasons' bc like#doing good things for selfish reasons is still just good? like that doesnt make it less good. doesnt matter#but with 15 it feels like it's less good for selfish reasons and more just selfish reasons regardless of good?#hes just here to have a good time#not to live up to some title#hes here to shapeshift and shed his skin and get a thrill and move on#hes life hes just living hes just here for a good time#it feels like#you know when he like scares the babies for fun stuff like that#and if it's true that hes changing reality. to be things he wants. that would fit#he can make the story nicer he can make the story be what he wants it to be#anyway i might be wrong this might not even be a real part of his character#but it is for the lenght of this fic at least
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mishanks makes me craaazzy
#ive been thinking all morning about them and how things 'ended' when shanks lost his arm#all the ways it could have played out#but regardless. we are YEARS later. a decade later. and mihawk is still keeping this distance between them#bc their rivalry was the basis for their relationship. and mihawk doesnt know how to make it not that. but he does.#but he doesnt want to face the possibility that he was right and shanks Is actually less of a swordsman.#or the possibility that he was wrong ! and shanks is just as capable a swordsman and he spent all those years alone and lonely#and bored to death. for nothing.#and ULTIMATELY what he doesnt want to confront is that he wants shanks around regardless of swordsmanship !#and he is. ashamed i think. about it but doesnt know how to apologize. after a decade of letting shanks' missing arm keep them apart.#not even to get into shanks' feelings on the matter. (shanks isnt my babygirl like mihawk. sorry.)#ANYWAY. i'll be thinking of them at work all day today.#and every longing-for-your-ex song is about them.#sinatext#op chatter tag#mishanks
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#we're all feeling so much and this may sound selfish but i need to vent#i feel a bit alone rn with all of this#i mean i always knew i was alone but this is just confirming it all to me#everyone in my life knows how much one direction and the boys mean to me#i dont hide from anyone at all#and most of my irl “friends” (dont even know if they can be called friends)#didnt even come to me to say something#and i know most of them saw the news#idk it just feels like it doesnt matter#and also my parents#they truly never cared aabout my likes#cant even properly name the boys even tho im always talking about them#my dad came into my room and saw me crying#and was all “what happened?” and my brother told him#he's only reaction was to say “really?” and the he left#didnt say a word to me at all#later my mom got home and i think my dad told her i was crying#so she came to my room and she at least showed a bit more interest#and asked me about it and who it was and everything#i was crying talking to her and she didnt even give me a hug#idk i felt alone again#i didnt really expect a hug from my dad but i did from my mom#and i got nothing#its like my feelings about anything matter#anyway sorry if its selfish#its just another thing making me feel sad on top of everything else#personal
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fuck the new year, everyone say happy birthday ichiban kasuga!!!!!
#rambles#yakuza liveblogging#my 2024 was pretty shit overall but im glad i spent much of it falling down the yakuza rabbithole#ive been in desperate need of a story-heavy series to sink my teeth into since my ffxiv fixation has cooled off#and yakuza perfectly fit the bill- got a hell of a lot of bang for my buck too#and while much of the fun of the yakuza games comes from the characters & drama & humor etc some of the themes hit home#y7 & y8's themes were particularly well-timed for me personally#'rock bottom doesnt have to be all bad' + 'as long as youre alive its never too late to change' are pretty poignant ideas for me rn#even more so now than when i first played them back in feb/march#as i just had a birthday that increased my age to a number that i dont much care to think about#but i just need to keep reminding myself that it literally does not matter how old i am#all i can do is try to become who i want to be in the present#i will always wish i'd done it sooner but that regret will only ever get worse the more i stall#and it isnt worth agonizing over the time i've wasted up until now because there's literally nothing i can do about it#anyway. my expectations are low but here's hoping 2025 isnt aggressively awful
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my mothers determination to ruin the vibes every time im having a nice/relaxing day
#id go sit in my room but i think itd make the bad vibes worse#nyxtalks#im actually the most mentally stable person in this household would you believe#its fine and its nothing and literally it doesnt matter. can someone tell my mum tho#her bad vibes always ruin mine ang i jst.#anyway#vent#lets not keep on about it
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hmm. well i still cant really do promo posts can i. blinks. having no carrd or anything of the sort is freeing bc i dont have to worry abt too little or too much informstion but without one ppl will also probably assume im a freak or something bc i dont have info that says im not a freak readily available. i dont think my beahtiful windupaidoneus dot straw dot page will suffice
#feel free to check it out its incredibly nothing. but its everhthing also fuck you!!!!!!!#i jsut ah im bad at working out layouts & what info to include... all carrds ive had looked very ugly 👎#also idk im just not concerned with that stuff anymore what u see is what u get... i dont do discourse... yadda#i like making friends but im too much of an idgafer regarding the like tumblr social norms or whatever.....#dont rlly wanna bother w a dni bc to me its assumed u can gleam what kind of person i am based on the ppl i surround myself with#like whoever ud see my promo post rbed by is a good indicator of my own... stances ig... too yknow.....#if that makes any sense. but well anyway this doesnt matter
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Crazy thing was, the kids were fiercely loyal to him. […] They all revered him… and they just kept trying harder to win his approval. I knew that guy. And I'd never seen him before. I remembered him… when I thought I'd put him where he belonged: beyond memory's reach. […]
For some reason, it was important to me that he understand. I know my voice stayed even when I tried to explain. I guess that's what confused Ollie… as I tried to tell him about that man I knew… and how I'd sworn I'd never be like him. Funny thing is, you don't have much say in the matter. You become what you know. And what you didn't know you knew. Like what you learn at the end of someone's arm. You learn to go blank. Like maybe things with him would change if you could just give him what he wants. If you could just take it like a man. But nothing ever did change. He just kept calling you a loser. And if he ever had a warmer opinion, you never heard about it. You took that like a man, too.
The first in-depth exploration of Hal Jordan's relationship with his father in DC Comics Presents: Green Lantern (2004) #1.
(Martin Pasko, Scott McDaniel)
#hal jordan#green lantern#oliver queen#green arrow#martin jordan#dc comics presents: green lantern#dc comics presents: green lantern 2004#dc comics presents 2004#martin pasko#marty pasko#scott mcdaniel#dc#dc comics#dcedit#comicedit#comicsedit#u can reblog#couldnt find my older posts about it but it doesnt matter this is better anyway. here kids take a look at a real comic#god the fact that ollie doesnt understand because hal doesnt act like a victim 'should'. because hes not telling it 'right'. jesus christtt#nothing has ever made me crazier than this lil comic again marty did it like nobody else. like he did it w kent & nabu#modern writers banned from talking about martin jordan unless they read this first#ollie reminding hal of martin too..... we love the fuckt upness we love it
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